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| octavia |
tams |
May 28, 2014 |
sorry for your lost tam im here for u anytime
love taya or octvavia
| tam |
Zacs word |
May 23, 2014 |
Zac would be happy that we are getting better without him aroundthe house and he will be here in our heart and be here when you need him
| Mom |
Missing you! |
June 7, 2011 |
Zac, in a few days it will be 3 years since you left us here on earth. God how I miss you and wish you would of come to me for help. There is so much that you have missed out on and so many times I think to myself that "I wish Zac was here to enjoy this with us". I know if you had known how this would tear us up inside, you would of never have done it. I know the pain you were in because as a mom, I felt it with you everyday. Sometimes I just get so angry with myself for not doing more that day before. I didn't listen to my insticts that something was wrong but never did I imagine this........I am so sorry that I ever told you that Buster had cancer that night before, but I was trying to get you to talk to me about what was wrong. You were so down and short with me that I just knew something wasn't right. But I had to respect your wishes of not wanting to talk with me. But now I often wonder if that news helped you make up your mind.......God I wish I could of been there for you!!!!!
God gave you so much here on earth but must of needed you with him in heaven. People tell me all the time that there is a purpose for this but after three years, I still can not find it. I only wish I had a second chance with you. I know now how things would of been different if only God had given me that moment to stop you and help you.
You will always be here with me and you family. I know someday we will meet up again but that day seems so far away. Just look over all of us as when we have those bad days or moments.
I love you so much Zac, somedays it is just so unbearable to even think of you not being here with me. But know, my heart and soul are with you always as a piece of it left when you left.
Love Mom
| Sister Nakhanh |
My brother. |
June 6, 2011 |
I Can’t Tell You Precious Brother
How Many Tears I’ve Cried
Since The Day I Was Told
My Precious Brother Had Died
It Seems Impossible
Although I Know It’s True
Because Everything I See
Reminds Me Of You
I Still Hear Your Laughter
See The Smile On Your Face
I Would Have Lost My Sanity
If Not For God’s Saving Grace
I Have To Close This Letter Now
But This Is Not Good-bye
For You Will Forever Walk Softly
In My Heart And In My Mind
| tam |
missing zac |
May 17, 2011 |
hey zac she was kinding about you not being here
| Sister Nakhanh |
Missing my brother |
May 4, 2011 |
Zachary John Baltzer,
Memories they run through my mind every day... They say time heals everything, but i'm still waiting... but I know as time has gone by it is getting easier, but my heart will never be the same, nor will I. Through this whole experience, i've learned family is everything, friends will come and go, but I hope that I find great friends that wont do me wrong...
I finally got a tattoo! In honor of you! I hope you can see it, and I hope all my stupid smurks I made with the family, I think of what you would say as your comeback... I learned not to cry, and I learned to escape all my feelings of sadness for you... I learned to put my feelings asside but when I do feel down, I come to your grave site, and sit and have lunch with you... Your not only my brother, but my bestfriend everything I felt I came to you, and with out you I lost all that but what I really lost I lost my other half <3
I'm going to be 18 this summer, and I can't believe that I was 14 when you passed away... But now that i'm getting older i've made so many mistakes since you left.. But I realized all my bad decisions in my life, were me trying to cope of the pain of loosing you... I was lost, I forgot who I was, and life felt like a nightmare, so I turned to wrong decisions to escape the nightmare. But now i'm doing better then before. I'm on great terms with the family. I'm at the drinking and partying stage now, but! I think on how if you were here, i'd be hitting you up on the weekends, asking you where's the party at? Or HEY LETS GO OUT! I remember when I was 14 and i'd always tell you "hey zac when I turn 21 you'll be 31, but that means WELL BE ABLE TO DRINK TOGETHER LEAGALLY!" Well zac, that dream will never come true and the my wishes on how I want you, won't ever come true, but what I can do i just dream... that's all i've got with you, but one day, i'll see my older brother behind the veil, we will meet soon my brother we will meet soon...
I love you so much!
| Tam |
missing you |
April 29, 2011 |
Once upon time there were a guy who never his parents about killing himself and he forgot that his sister was in the house when he shoot himself. His parent found out how he shoot him self and she was running and throwing the phone on the ground and smeaming really hard and tha familya nd friend was crying really hard for you never died and you could stay alive and do stuff with the family and friends. his friend really miss you and you should come back to earths and working with your mom and dad when they get upset and tell them its okay to cry and be happy . He will always here with us and in our hearts and heads. Im doing well and very sad that you are not here to make us happy and make us smile and do stuff with friends like movie and tv and helps with the garberge scale and tomorrow morning and afternoon and night with me and the the dogs when they are playing with each other and barking at the people who walking passing our house they will ran into the streets with the person who walking there dogs and friend
| tam |
missing you zac |
March 18, 2011 |
hey zac what are you doing up there is paul being nice to up there 
how is buster doing up there
zac why did you leaves mom and dad and our familys You are only thing i have left. We all miss you and love you very much and mom always think about you everyday of her life. dad have a funny job and nakhanh have a tatoo on her side. mom said she have to paid to get a tatoo. Garrett alway talk you everyday and he told me you saw i have a problem and watching over us and saying hi to us and missing the best stuff down here so i have school everyday of my life then i have to be in 10 grade next year. so mom alway love you and miss you very much and i ahve to go to school. Yeah me :)
| Jeanie |
Peace |
December 18, 2008 |
Dear Bunny John and family,
I don’t know how to console you all except to say that I think of you all and Zac every day. We can only know in our hearts that he is at peace and with our loving Father in Heaven. It’s what gets us through every day!! As Christians it is what we all believe and live for isn’t it? (THE NEXT WORLD)
I pray that God brings you all just a little bit of peace and Joy this season and that you can all smile when you talk about him and remember all the great memories he left you with.
REMEMBER…..
God shall wipe all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death,
nor crying, nether shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
-Revelation 21:4
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